Pink Heaven

The more the marrier
Thursday, October 28, 2004

Have been hiring people to join the software development team. And as I look back and start counting with my finger, I can't believe it !!!!

Here it goes ...
25th Sept - 1 programmer
1st Oct - 2 programmers
21st Oct - 1 programmer
25th Oct - 1 programmer
1st Nov - 1 programmer + 1 designer

and I am still short of 3 programmer....

Thank God I have got these people in. Although works are still plenty but at least there is a good progress in increasing man power ... It has been too long .... too long ... imagine for 4 years, the software department have only 3 programmers to handle 20+ softwares ... :) hehehe ... hope it will be the better now

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Why blog?
Friday, October 22, 2004

It is a very interesting night today. Pink Lady is staying a night in Malacca in a colleague's house. One of the interesting topic is why do people blog?

Hahaha.... Pink Lady believe that it is a way of expressing yourselve when there is no one else around you or when you want to record down some "secret" ... ^_^

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Another Emotion Coster Ride
Monday, October 18, 2004

I am not suew how long more I need to go through this costa ride of emotion. Really tire of it. When I am trying my best, going the extra mile (at least I think I am), I just don't get what I am expecting ...

Really feel like want to give up. I just need someone who understand what I am going through and have a cup of coffee, spend some time in the night....

Now I can feel what the statement "Leaders are lonely people" ....

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Feeling so good , Feeling so sick, Feeling so bad
Tuesday, October 05, 2004

I was feeling so good for a few days because I have almost get the people I need to join the team, to build up the team, to take up the challenge to move forward, to challenge myself to see beyond and constantly being a better person.
(Of course there is a price to pay for this. Spending more money, more time, more effort ...)

Right after that, I was feeling so sick. Physically and mentally. Spending extra time in reading and thinking causes me have not enough time to rest and the brain is "forced" to be active at night. Constantly, headaches come and visit me with a friend's name "sleepless night".

Feeling so bad after spending the extra hour, effort and giving all I have. I have not changed, I am still the same me.... no improvement, mess up things that I tried to make it better, became not decisive in my action, simply make conclusion thinking I am so smart...

Feeling so bad, just soooooooooooooooooooooooo bad.

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