Conscious Learning Besides effort, learning need consciousness. We have to keep reminding ourselves that we are learning something, learn it, learn it.. don't give up.. Recently, I notice I have a problem with my emotion. I get easily angry, frustrated, agitated over small matter. And I knew a friend like that last time, but I was surprise to see him changed. Taking things easy makes him a lot more happier ever. I want to be like him. I want to be happier and do not want to get tense up by things that is not that important. Anyway, there are a lot more important things in life that need our attention and energy.... so from now on, I have to remind myself not to get agitated easily... Happy learning!!! Spill Day After I reach home, I wanted to have a cup of milk, I spill it !!! Enough to draw ants. I wanted to prepare all the ingredient needed for fried rice because the next day I suppose to cook breakfast for my colleague. I spill the whole container of salt to the kitchen table top and the floor. Few hundred grams of salt!!! Enough to kill all the ants (if any).... When I open my fridge, Arrrghhhh the container with Sambal I put in in the evening just now was slanted and the oil was dripping and spill over into 2 compartment... I call it a "spill day". Thank God I didn't do anything near my laptop, else this will be the 2nd laptop I spill stuffs into like I did before :) soup, curry, water & etc, hohohohoho Another Challenge.... Happy and yet guilty I was cleaning my room in the office because I'm moving out from that room. As I clean up the table, cabinet, book shelf, one by one, I discover something ... a truth, a truth that was hidden for a very very long time... I have some little cute pouch at the bookshelf to put some tissue and woman accessories. But when I touch it, it doesn't feel like any of those item I expected. So, I open it to just check out. I wasn totally emotional when I open the pouch and I saw my "stolen" Olympus camera in it. Since May 2007, I thought it was stolen by my parttime cleaner and I have told everyone that asked me about my camera. Anyway, it's a very interesting feeling that happen the 1st time in my life.... Moving out from my comfort zone... Even though I have put some thought before giving that suggestion and I am sincere in offering the room, but no doubt, it is going to be different for me. Something I have been so used to (having a room, since 5 years ago), and suddenly I have to change. I remember reading a famour book - "Who moved my cheese?" Human being do not like change generally, we resist change, we fear change. Because change forces us to live differently.... Suddenly, I fear change. That worries me... does it mean I'm too comfortable nad slowly becoming a dinasour of society? I must do something about it and face my fear.... Fear remain as fear until we can look straight into it... Another statement that rings in my mind: Sometimes I do what I want to do. The rest of the time, I do what I have to do -- Movie Gladiator Clean Room vs Dirty Room All the while, in this company I worked for 9 years, we worked in a clean environment. What I mean is that, our customer are the semiconductor factory and we hate it when we need to enter the "Clean Room" where we haev to wear mask, gloves, anti-static shoe & a bunny suit. It is so difficult to work with the glove on. Cannot hear with the full suit, cannot talk with the mask on, & etc etc ... I hate it ;) But today, i'm working at a construction site to setup our system. It is sooooo dirty... dusty, smelly, smoky .... you name it.... It's really a very big contradiction between this 2 environment. But at the end, I think I still prefer the clean room compared to this dirty site.. If the Cleanest Room is rated Class 0 , then this site should be rated (Negative)1000000000000000000 DON'T look at me!!!! I'm at a construction site in Dubai (The Dubai Mall, under construction) doing some installation. It's a hugh building and I have to walk around from 1 lcoation to another to do my work. Well, it's a construction site, so there are all Indian & Pakistan worker here. As I walk around the building, they will look at me. May be there's not many lady walking around, i mean really not many... i have seen less than 20 compare to thousands of man worker. I was ok initially, knowing that rarely will they have opportunity to see pretty lady like me walking around.(hahahaha). But recently, what I did is that when they look at me, I look back at them.. looking at them straight to their face. Oh no... you know what happen? They did not blink their eyes for as long as 30 seconds... Crazy!!! Crazy!!! I don't like it when they look at me like that!!! Let me think of a way so scare them off the next time they look at me again... heheh .. may be I should consider putting a vampire mask... The toilet that takes 300+ steps The difference today is... there is NO toilet at the Lower Ground Floor. Toilet at the Ground Floor is super dirty and often, there's no water supply. So far, the most decent is located at 2nd Floor, which is very near the room I have been for the past 1 week. The decision at last is... I walked 300+ steps(staircase) to go to the toilet located at 2nd floor of the other building and go back to office again. This should be the furthest toilet I have ever walk for my life.... 300+ steps, are you crazy?? Hahahahah |
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