...DESSERTS so it's STRESSED!!!!! Since Saturday 4pm i received calls from Philippine that one of out system is not functioning well.... and that's the beginning. It was "OK" at 8pm but then right after that, it was reported that there's bigger problem than that ... Struggle through the whole night until 2 am.. have done what I can... go to sleep... Went to office at 9 am on Sunday... (I should be attending class in church) "Arrggghhhh. Well ... stop complaining and get the problem solved should be my ultimate goal" - voice of the left brain " *sob sob*, where shall I look to for solution?. Better to die than to be alive" - voice of the right brain ... I took a "pil" from my angle and it's Psalm 46: God is our refuge ans strength, an ever-present help in trouble. I cried out to God... help me oh Lord to come out with creative solution.... but there's no peace in my heart... I see my problem bigger than what I can bear, but God said he will not crush us.... Suddenly I remember the time I had a few years ago in Penang while trying to solve problem which I have no idea at all also ... Back then, I was more fortunate to have people around me to support and encourage me, we work together, cry together to work out the best we can... In comparison, today I'm more stretched, I have to learn to face the problem alone... "Alone"?? It's a vey scary thing to be alone, to think of being alone...
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